I did a bit of searching and I stumbled upon some great websites for male masseurs who offered various types of massages. After watching some pretty erotic massages on gay porn, my interest was peaked. I've had a number of great massages from various masseurs over the years, but they were all to help with aches and pains that have resulted from some nasty car accidents. And we've never really talked about what turns us on.

Although I've had a few gay friends through life - they are just that - friends. The closest I've ever ventured was fooling around with some of the guys during puberty. Homosexuality wasn't accepted in my family - and my family has been one of the most important things in my life. I've always had a lot of curiosity about being intimate with another man - but never acted on it. Work has taken over to the point that I don't have much of a social life. I've lived alone for decades and haven't had any excitement in the sexual relationship department for quite some time. Decided I needed to investigate what my options might be since I'm tired of being alone. This is my first story - hope you'll enjoy it.Ī little about myself - Here I am a bit on in years (just recently received my invitation to join AARP) and still not sure what I really want from life.